the unwanted. . .

is it the cold breeze of winter that makes me numb?
or the pain inside of my heart?
u look happy,
should i not glad with that?
i never lose hope of smiling with you,
shared moments with you,
just like we used to..
i notice the sky crying,
the sun rarely come out,
clouds can look so dull,
does it all understands my heart?
the time when everything forgets me,
i was alone,
and still alone..
God i feel so bad,
faking those smiles aren't helping,
small things can be this big,
it kills my spirit,
does it seems like fun?
so tired to think..
maybe it's love what we all lack of,
the fault judgement,
how can yesterday be so far?
we've change,
loose it for the good,
i maybe not coming back,
stopping myself from hurting you..

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Perfection

walk,
head towards tomorrow,
had enough of everything,
20?enough?
too bad,
perfection are too far,
why the tears?
aren't you praying?
God listen,
He always did...


stupid act with a functional brain,
wake up,
how could you be so dumb?
perfection is ain't in anyone's life,
you try to be great,
but close to nothing,
pathetic that is,
pathetic...


not an angel you are,
look in the mirror,
you are nothing but a human,
someday you'll get old,
someday you'll die,
you did lie to your eyes,
damn u can't fool your mind~!


memories are there to be keep,
so does the friendship,
perfection never exist,
not in the life of yours,
regretting things are just mistakes,
learn,
when you just a human and a human you are indeed,
don't close your eyes,
you are not a failure,
rush for the seconds,
reach for the stars...

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i HATE you 3>




i hate you,
the first thing in mind,
i smiled,
it's a friend i love,
the one i hate,
yes,
we've made it all confuse...

those days we laugh,
we care bout each other,
you did teach me,
life has you,
a perfect gift for me,
like a blooming flowers,
a bright sunny day on cold winter...

hate the way you just know me,
the lines that tickled us both,
a friend,
special?
not a penny it can give,
but a rainbow on my cloudy days,
a smile to every frown i made,
what else can you ask for?

we've come this far,
you and me,
me and you,
just look at us,
devil in a bush,
angel of the crowd,
yes it all possible indeed..

i just hate you,
the one,
you,
F.R.I.E.N.D?
haha,laugh it all out,
because you've made me cry,
love you until the end of time...

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♬♩~A-Lin – 給我一個理由忘記~♫♪






給我一個理由忘記 (Give Me a Reason to Forget) lyrics with translation
Artist: A-Lin
詞:鄔裕康
曲:游政豪
Lyrics Translation:
雨都停了 這片天灰什麼呢
The Rain had stopped, why is the sky still so gray
我還記得 你說我們要快樂
I still remember you said that we have to be happy
深夜裡的腳步聲 總是刺耳
The footsteps of midnight are always harsh
害怕寂寞 就讓狂歡的城市陪我關燈
Afraid of loneliness, so let the revelry city turn off the lights with me
只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人
Even though there are many people around, it still feels like I’m alone
每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著
Every time I smiled, my heart is crying bitterly
給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你
Give me a reason to forget the 「you」 that loved me so much
給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定
Give me a reason to give up the decision that was made before
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
Some love, the more you want to pull yourself from, the more clearly it gets
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡
The most painful distance is when you are not beside me but is in my heart
當我走在去過的每個地方 總會聽到你那最自由的笑
When I visit the places that we have been before, I always hear your unrestrained laughs
當我回到一個人住的地方 最怕看到冬天你最愛穿的那件外套
When I return to the place where I am living alone, the scariest thing to see is the jacket that you loved to wear in winter
只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人
Even though there are many people around, it still feels like I’m alone
每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著
Every time I smiled, my heart is crying bitterly
給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你
Give me a reason to forget the 「you」 that loved me so much
給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定
Give me a reason to give up the decision that was made before
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
Some love, the more you want to pull yourself from, the more clearly it gets
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡
The most painful distance is when you are not beside me but in my heart
我找不到理由忘記 大雨裡的別離
I could not find a reason to forget our parting in the rain
我找不到理由放棄 我等你的決心
I could not find a reason to give up, I am waiting for your determination
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
Some love, the more you want to pull yourself from, the more clearly it gets
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡
The most painful distance is when you are not beside me but in my heart
我想你
I miss you.


PINYIN
yǔ dōu tíng le   zhè piàn tiān huī shén me ne
wǒ hái jì dé   nǐ shuō wǒ men yào kuài lè
shēn yè lǐ de jiǎo bù shēng   zǒng shì cì ěr
hài pà jì mò   jiù ràng kuáng huān de chéng shì péi wǒ guān dēng
zhǐ shì nǎ pà zhōu wéi zài duō rén   gǎn jué hái shì yí gè rén
měi dāng wǒ xiào le   xīn què hěn hěn de kū zhe
gěi wǒ yí gè lǐ yóu wàng jì   nà me ài wǒ de nǐ
gěi wǒ yí gè lǐ yóu fàng qì   dāng shí zuò de jué dìng
yǒu xiē ài   yuè xiǎng chōu lí què yuè gèng qīng xī
ér zuì tòng de jù lí   shì nǐ bú zài shēn biān   què zài wǒ de xīn lǐ


dāng wǒ zǒu zài qù guò de měi gè dì fang   zǒng huì tīng dào nǐ nà zuì zì yóu de xiào
dāng wǒ huí dào yí gè rén zhù de dì fang   zuì pà kàn dào dōng tiān nǐ zuì ài chuān de nà jiàn wài tào
zhǐ shì nǎ pà zhōu wéi zài duō rén   gǎn jué hái shì yí gè rén
měi dāng wǒ xiào le   xīn què hěn hěn de kū zhe

gěi wǒ yí gè lǐ yóu wàng jì   nà me ài wǒ de nǐ
gěi wǒ yí gè lǐ yóu fàng qì   dāng shí zuò de jué dìng
yǒu xiē ài   yuè xiǎng chōu lí què yuè gèng qīng xī
ér zuì tòng de jù lí   shì nǐ bú zài shēn biān   què zài wǒ de xīn lǐ

wǒ zhǎo bú dào lǐ yóu wàng jì   dà yǔ lǐ de bié lí
wǒ zhǎo bú dào lǐ yóu fàng qì   wǒ děng nǐ de jué xīn
yǒu xiē ài   yuè xiǎng chōu lí què yuè gèng qīng xī
ér zuì tòng de jù lí   shì nǐ bú zài shēn biān   què zài wǒ de xīn lǐ

               & Chinese PinYin Lyrics

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☆:*´¨`*:..:*´¨`*:.☆That Girl☆:*´¨`*:..:*´¨`*:.☆



life took me away,
to the right,
to the left,
down under and up above,
link to many dreams,
the nightmares,
once i slipped,
again and again it hit me back..

i'm a dumb,
stupid and fragile,
like a glass i am,
like rain on sunny day,
you may look and laugh,
but that just me,
a girl,
i'm just me..


i don't know how to love,
or to be loved,
liking something so easily,
regretting it later on,
wondering what have i done,
cry and apologise,
that girl i am,
the one that knows nothing to begin with..

hold it all inside,
i don't know me,
the long journey is actually just there,
ain't moving,
solitude at one side,
believing the world would be better,
once you smile,
the worries will fade,
it just not others that i'm fooling though..

fear of hurting,
mind for the things i shouldn't,
makes me dull,
it is,
to bad to be true,
loving too much,
lost i get,
that girl,
yes it's me..


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林俊傑 JJ Lin - 她說 (She says)





她 竟   悄   悄   的 来  过  

ta jing qiao qiao de lai guo 

她 慢  慢  带  走  沉   默 
ta man man dai zou chen mo 
只  是  最  后  的 承    诺  
zhi shi zui hou de cheng nuo 
还  是  没  有  带  走  了 寂 寞 
hai shi mei you dai zou le ji mo 
我 们  爱 得 没  有  错
wo men ai de mei you cuo 
只  是  美  丽 的 独 秀  
zhi shi mei li de du xiu 
太  折  磨   她 说   无 所  谓  
tai zhe mo   ta shuo wu suo wei 
只  要  能   在  夜 里 翻  来  覆 去 的 时  候  有  寄 托  
zhi yao neng zai ye li fan lai fu qu de shi hou you ji tuo 
等   不 到  天   黑    烟  火  不 会  太  完  美  
deng bu dao tian hei   yan huo bu hui tai wan mei 
回  忆 烧   成    灰    还  是  等   不 到  结  尾  
hui yi shao cheng hui   hai shi deng bu dao jie wei 
她 曾   说   的 无 所  谓    我 怕 一 天   一 天   被  摧  毁  
ta ceng shuo de wu suo wei   wo pa yi tian yi tian bei cui hui 
等   不 到  天   黑    不 敢  凋   谢  的 花  蕾  
deng bu dao tian hei   bu gan diao xie de hua lei 
雨 也 在  跟  随    放   开  刺 痛   的 滋 味  
yu ye zai gen sui   fang kai ci tong de zi wei 
今  后  不 再  怕 天明   我 想    只  是  害  怕 清   醒   
jin hou bu zai pa tian ming   wo xiang zhi shi hai pa qing xing 
不 怕 天 明   我 想    只  是  害  怕 清   醒   
bu pa tian ming   wo xiang zhi shi hai pa qing xing



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~my pain~

in my lonely days
the distance seems obvious
the one that close seems far
someone far that i couldn't reach
to just stay beside me
console me when i'm crying
give a smile even if it's hard

to miss someone that had gone forever
do u know how it feels?
it burns your sanity
drench away your soul
it hurts to think
more hurtful to just keep it inside

in life i don't want much
simple smile means a lot
a warm hug feels like thousand lives i get
i do have wishes
bet u too

if hatred do feel like love
i don't mind receiving it
now i'm bleed
is silence can stop the flow?
or i need to turn else where?
cause being here doesn't feel like in need
i lost my words
my heart too fragile

sorry for this memory
the unwanted scene to be acted upon
broke my heart to pieces
the cure may be found
but the pain,lingers. . .

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untitled. . .

heart broken,
do I need to say it out loud?
no one seems to care,
which happy face should i wear?
which smile is not fake?

the sky is crying,
so does my heart,
too look at others is just too painful,
tired of this world,
the drama that never seems to end...

fill me with strength,
i couldn't stand,
the long road gets me down,
stab me to death,
let this pain all out...

damn the evil voices!
hate me,
hate everything,
when it been pictured perfectly,
everything seems to hurt me...

go...
frustration i do deserve,
to be the one i used to be,
to make myself be me...

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L.I.F.E


Sometimes,this life is like never going to end,it gets us from one place to another,a broken heart;one after another,meeting more and more people;liking,to fall in love with.At times life seems like heaven.So perfectly pictured like a wonderful story of fairytales.Sometimes,we're too happy until we forgot to be thankful for every goodness and joy we had cherished.

Sometimes,life may make us feel like every second is the last chance for us to live.It scares us.We always pray that God going to give us more and more time on this earth.But,thinking of that,what actually do we want with ourself?What we want in this world?In this life?Remembering the life after death,even makes us,at least myself,even more scared.God says,the life after death is eternal,we are all forever young when we're in heaven,do whatever we wanted to,no such things as "haram" and "halal" anymore.We never going to grow old,never fall sick,never going to die by then.That even chills me to the bones.Thinking that I never going to know anyone by then,not even my family and friends.What ist feels like to not die and forever young?Everybody will be in the same age.Honestly,I'm scared.Everytime I think about this,I can easily brokedown.But Allah almighty knows it all better.We all just can pray.I mean,literally,even if you're coming from another religion,there's nothing wrong in believing God and life after death right?And praying,trust me,it makes you feels more calm and settled with your mind.Correct me if I'm wrong at any point of this post.Because this are just like my own point of view as I'm thinking about this so many times,furthermore when I want to off for bed.

Sometimes,I don't even know how to described life.Between life and death,the time limit might be too short.Between one breath to another,maybe God will take us away.So,what does it mean to live?Just to live and wait for our death time?To me,I guess in life,God give us the chance to make mistakes in order for us to learn from it and make good things out of ourselves.Heavens are made not just for human like us,who are so "handicap" in so  many ways,to easily take advantage on it.God is wise.After all,life is not worth of regretting and to be grieve over.It's all about finding who we really are,and to whom we belong to.Waallahualam~~

 *is this the meaning of life to you??=)*


*with this im embed this song here by Juanes called Adios Les Pido (I Pray To God)
it's one of my favourite..I just like the lyrics..Though the beat may sounds so fun and catchy,but still,this song has deep and meaningful lyrics..Hope you guys enjoy this..Till then~^^



 LYRICS
A Dios Le Pido
Que mis ojos se despierten con la luz de tu mirada yo, a Dios le pido
Que mi madre no se muera y que mi padre me recuerde, a Dios le pido
Que te quedes a mi lado y que mas nunca te me vayas mi vida, a Dios le pido
que mi alma no descanse cuando de amarte se trate mi cielo, a Dios le pido…
Por los dias que me quedan y las noches que aun no llegan, yo a Dios le pido
por los hijos de mis hijos y los hijos de tus hijos, a Dios le pido…
Que mi pueblo no derrame tanta sangre y se levante mi gente, a Dios le pido
que mi alma no descanse cuando de amarte se trate mi cielo, a Dios le pido…
Un segundo mas de vida para darte y mi corazon entero entregarte. Un segundo mas de vida para darte y a tu lado para siempre yo quedarme. un segundo mas de vida, yo a Dios le pido
Que si me muero sea de amor y si me enamoro sea de vos y que de tu voz sea este corazón todos los días a Dios le pido que si me muero sea de amor y si me enamoro sea de vos y que de tu voz sea este corazón todos los días a Dios le pido a Dios le pido.

- TRANSLATION -
I pray to God
I wish that my eyes wake up with the light of your look, I pray to God.
That my mother won't die and that my father remembers me, I pray to God.
That you'll stay by my side and that you'll never leave from my life, I pray to God.
That my soul won't rest when it comes to loving you, my dear, I pray to God.
For the days I have left and the nights that are still to come... For the children of my children and the children of your children, I pray to God
That my people won't spill so much blood and that my people will raise up, I pray to God.
That my soul won't rest... when it comes to loving you, my darling... I pray to God .
One more second of life to give you and to give you my whole heart. One more second of life to give you and to stay by your side forever. One more second of life, I I pray to God
And that if I die, I die for love. And if I fall in love, it's with you. And this heart belongs to your voice. Every day I pray to God...
And that if I die, I die for love. And if I fall in love, it's with you. And this heart belongs to your voice. Every day I pray to God...

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The Art : My Life

On my canvas,
You are yellow,
Bright and sunny,
You are the smile,
A rainbow after the rainy day...

What it means to live?
Questioned by it,
As every second I breath feels like the last,
Can you hear?
My heart beating,
The familiar rhythm,
It scares me everytime,
Just by listening...

And you are red too,
The love,
The strength,
A courage to dream big,
I'm just the sky,
Happy to look down and watch you,
But sorry...
There's always come the rain and storm,
The lightning might frightened you...

If I were to die,
Continue to paint the life of others,
I will be living in your memories,
Maybe that's just you and me,
That's what it meant to be...

010710/04:40

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my wish...

is there anymore place in your heart,
the place where you put me,
the place where you can still see me achieving my dreams,
the place where you feel proud of me. . .

when you remain quiet it turn my heart cold,
wish to just heat it up with your smile,
wish i can still be "alive",
my hands are reaching for yours,
can you forgive me this time?

if only i can see your heart,
maybe i wouldn't dare to hurt it,
even when i didn't see it i can feel the pain,
at time i wish i didn't exist and give you all this shame,
the only words i know to say,
is i'm sorry. . .

the little thing that i wish to do is to make you smile,
make you feel free of any worries,
let me hug you,
let me tell you to not worry about me,
i want to tell you so much that someday i'll try make you proud. . .

just when i think of all this,
i imagine to look at your peaceful face,
God,i know u will forgive me,
love me all the way,
but what can i do for you?
do i make any good?
do i make anything better?

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♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪Moonlight Sonata♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪


Forever come and goes,
In your promises it were told,
Somehow it felt sincere,
The words that have made me believe,
I won't be alone,
And you won't leave me...


If tonight were fairytale,
A sonata to be sing,
You know how happy I would be,
Just to think that you belong with me...


A midnight moon light,
To witness it all,
How can I not fell in love,
Of the beauty of your words,
Even if it's a lie,
Shall I not shown any smile,
As my heart is lonelier than the star up high...


I won't tell you how to love me,
For the heart and only my heart knows the answer,
Love me freely,
Not to much though,
As I'm afraid,
To let my love die in sorrow...


Tonight is indeed a fairytale,
A sonata to be sang,
If it's not worth of waiting darling,
Then leave your love elsewhere...

09062010/1:14

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