hOmE~

The air is so dry,
My legs feel burnt,
I wonder what change here,
This house,
The home that I lived~

Bamboo trees keep growing,
Grew taller,
I smiled,
Looked up to the sky,
Yes~
What is changing here?

Shook my head,
Sometimes I just don't understand,
Is it me?
Or the people around here?
What is it now?
Why is this place called home so quiet and so "solemn"?
Where's everybody?
Where's family?

Stand at the balcony,
Imagining my old man look at me and smile,
Wish I could just hug him and cry,
What's wrong pa?
What's wrong with home?

I never hate of being here,
This way~
At times just frustrated,
Afraid this love will end...

Home~
A place where I want to be,
If the weather had gone mad,
Though sun vanishes the paint,
I hope not the love,
Not the good memories...



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nihonggo lesson.. (learning japanese language^^)

lesson ni khas tok ruby..hehe.. sbb slalu ckp xphm pe yg kteowg slalu ckp.. hahaXD


*yg ni mmg khas tok ruby bace..^^* yg aq + farahin slalu gne kt dlm fb::

arigatou..
tQ~

doitashimashite..
u're welcome..

ganbatte, ganbarou, ganbare, ganbaimasu..
lbey kurg same mksd cm aja2 hwaiting.. huhu..

sorewa muri desu..
X MUNGKIN!!!!

hait!
ye!! / baik!!

gomen ne..
sorry lar..

wakarimasen, wakaranai..
xtaw..

wakarimashita, wakatte..
phm..

so desune...
btol tu..

souka..?
btol..?

kareshi..
boyfren..

kanojo..
gurlfren..

sugoi..
cool/hebat..

umai..
sedap..

oishi~
sdpnyer~

nani?
ape..?

doko?
mane..?

zettai..
absolutely..

ni yg len2 ::

onamaewa nan desuka?
sape name kamoo?

atashino namaewa ruby desu.
name sy ruby..
*hehe.. xpon jwb jek "ruby desu"..

genki desuka..?
sehat x...?

genki desu.. anata wa?
sehat jek.. kamoo?

dozo..
sila..

choto..
jap..

chotto matte kudasai..
1 minute plz..

matte ne..
tggu jap..

onegai shimasu!
plz tlg sy! *something cmni la lbey kurg meaning dy..


random lesson~>

slalu kte ingt "sensei" hny digunakn utk guru shj.. actually kt japan sane 'sensei' digunakan sbg pgglan bg org yg dihormati.. cnth.. doktor, prof, usahawan.. tp x sume.. sbb ade yg ade gelaran sndiri mcm buchou bg pngurus atau ketua bg sbuah jbtn.. then kt ujong name tu dtmbh -san.. cnth ruby san.. mksdnyer ruby ni org yg dihormati la.. hehe... lg 1 kte pon gne -san sbg gelaran parent kte.. "otoo san(ayah)".. "okaa san(ibu)".. tp kdg2 dowg gne "ka chan(ibu)" sbb dgn pggln cmtu rase lbey comel :).. hehe.. -chan slalu kte gne ble kte rase somebody tu comel.. mcm farahin chan.. kn bunyi yer more kawaii(cute) ne ^^

ok.. tu ckit2 yg aq ley terangkn khas tok ruby.. n yg len jugak... huhu..
hope pas ni ruby xde r blur ag kalo trkeluar sume pkataan ni kt fb.. hehe ^^..


xcukop sorg lak mmber kt lam photo ni.. huhu.. sape taw sape xde. hehe. carik2~


written by super junior 14th member FAEZ... heheh.. (pasan jap)

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don't judge ME~!

i dno wat to write actually..but im kinda bored rite now,feel like wna talk to someone..feeling hungry too and thirsty(is dis correct??gosh~i cnt even rmmbr hw to spell it anymore~huhu~.~") tmrw i will be going bck to muar...hmm..ya,i miss home..miss my balcony,my pillows,hahax~;P next thursday result will be out..God knows how i feel inside..i can hardly sleep when i think about it..seriously~i keep rmmbrg the time when spm result was out,how i let so many people down...my mom doesnt even wna talk to me,mad..i can tell how much frustrated she was at dat time..i still rmmbr dat feeling,to see her mad,her face,the intonation of her voice~its like slashing my heart n rip it off into pieces..i cnt nvr forget that feeling,nvr will~im so afraid..i can feel satisfied n say to myself "hey,u already did ur best,so whatever,move on~"..but for others??they will say "u not try hard enuf","u nt even try","u always think of love n hp!","i dun even c u study",ok..i dun wna continue on..u see,mybe ppl cn just advice me,"dun care bout wat ppl say to u" n stuff like dat..but u noe wat,to tell u the truth,if this thing r said by the people that v love,the one that v hope understands us the most,to me,i cnt just ignore it..it hurts..its like they telling u "u're useless!u did nthg gud!"..u noe wat i'm saying?i cnt~this thg is like a nightmare to me..im self-distruct..smtms i just wish ppl cn c n noe wats in my heart,hw i've tried to achieve smthg in my life n wna make them proud,hw i wish evryday ppl wouldnt judge me n tell me that no matter wat they will support me,gv me the strenght to carry on..y is it so?y is it so hard to satisfy smthg or smone so that v wil feel satisfied too?i had a bad memories of my past,i dun wna my future to be the same..i wna live..i wna live like i deserve to..
im stuck u noe..how i feel like ppl were judging evrythg dat i do..i fell in love wif a chinese boy,they seems to take dat as smthg wrg,so wrg indeed..well i tell u wat~i dun evn noe my life will be like dis in the first place..God give me him..then wat so wrg??just bcoz he's chnse?how i pray evryday dat he will finally see the good in Islam someday..if he's nt d one for me,then fine..i will accept that too..but ppl think i will get so "obsess"  by it just bcz im learng mandarin n listng to chinse songs,they all said "pakwe cina,sume ttg cina pun ko nak suke~"..so wat?i nvr evr did those thgs bcoz of him..y if others said dey like korean o japanese guys n pationately listng to korean o jpnse songs ppl dun say much bout dat?in love,i admit,ppl do change..but,the question is y??y its hard to c u own self changing bcoz the one dt u love n its just so easy to shoved dat fact to sumone else??wats ur right of doing so???!i believe in God,in Allah~for evryday i hope,the only thg dat i will nvr evr wna lose for the rest of my life is~my iman to Allah..no matter what happn..
i really do feel dat evrybody change thru time..its either u change for a better o for worse..to me,i just wna live,and as long as im breathing,i will try my best to be happy evryday..im just a human..i cant do much..i've nthg..nthg but faith.i gt feelings too..is it too necessary for ppl to judge?is it?while v noe,v r nt evn close to perfection..
i guess,its just a way of life,some ppl r like dat.ok,i dun mind..i dun wna mess around my head just to think bout dat.i just hope,watever it is,ppl still cn accept me for who i m,n let me feel free to live my life the way i wn..insyaAllah~


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Words for you~

It's not the tears,
My lovely dear,
Not the pain...
Tonight I've cried,
Just to think on how much I've let you down,
Am I?
Did I?
Hear me,
For I want you to know,
I'm dying inside,
Dying as I can't make any better for you,
I'm exhausted...

You are on the top still,
I have no one but you,
I want to make you proud,
Make you smile like you really mean it...

Don't hate me please~
I'm losing my faith,
My every strength,
Every dreams,
When you hurt because of me..
Worthless I may be,
I'm not going to blame you,
Don't hate me please,
Listen~
I'm begging you...

You are my dearest,
I couldn't afford your happiness,
Yet I'll reach what I can,
For the prayers that goes out to you,
Hoping God will help me...

Sorry~
If I've fail you,
I'll try harder,
Believe in me,
Don't disgrace me with your misjudge...

'Cause I care
Let me cry all those tears for you,
Let me feel your pain,
Smile~
Don't cry...

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Is it really love~??



Sometimes when I'm talking,
I wish you could just listen,
Listen to what I said,
Try to understand me,
Try to feel my pain...


When two people were together,
Is it really love?
The bonding~
Is it really love??


The desire to hold you in my arms,
And make you mine,
It always come,
Wandering around inside of my head...


But can you feel it?
While you don't even want to look~
You didn't even want to care,
Look at my eyes for once,
You'll know that I'm trying...


God gives me you,
Wish I know why,
Maybe my tears worth of years of loving you,
Maybe the heartache are really meant for me,
Yes~
I wish I know why...


Wind freezes my heart,
Make it numb.
'Til I become "immortal" towards your ignorance,
I'm not waiting,
I'm just accepting...


Love,you know,
Wouldn't be so easy,
While your mouth saying the words "I Love You",
Did your heart really mean it??

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你知道吗?为什么?know what it means ?

你知道吗?为什么?

坚持看完这,它们将对你认识自己在生活中的角色很有帮助!

你知道什么是"家庭"(family)吗?
你真的了解"家庭"(family)这个词背后的含义吗?
当你知道答案后,你会大吃一惊的!


FAMILY 家庭
Father And Mother, I Love You
爸爸 和 妈妈 我 爱 你们


为什么男人需要一个妻子(WIFE)? 那是因为妻子:
W---Washing 洗衣
I---Ironing 熨衣
F---Food 做饭
E---Entertainment 让老公开心


为什么女人需要一个丈夫(HUSBAND)?
那是因为丈夫:
H---Housing 提供住房
U---Understanding 理解
S---Sharing 分担
B---Buying 购物
A---and 以及
N---Never 从来不
D---Demanding 让人费心

你知道一个简单的"你好"("HELLO") 可能是一个很甜美的词语吗?

尤其是当这个词是从你心爱的人口中说出时,"你好"( HELLO )这个词意味着:
H=How are you?
你好吗?
E=Everything all right?
一切进展顺利吗?
L=Like to hear from you
我很高兴能知道你的消息!
L=Love to see you soon!
希望能尽快见到你!
O=Obviously, I miss you ..... so, HELLO! Good day!
很明显,我很想你…所以,你好!你好呀!


将这条信息传递给你关心的人,在今天,以及以后的每一天,对他们说"你好"(Hello)

更多了解:http://blog.sina.com.cn/dreamcomealive8
繁體版:http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/audrey-868

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Lala徐佳瑩-失落沙洲 (Lala xu jia ying-Shi luo Sha Zhou)

又来到这个港口 没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着 斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲
随时间的海浪漂流 我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多 起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱
又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走
只是越看见 海阔天空
越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在 留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱
我不是一定要你回来 只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我 不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来 只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖 还有谁能教我勇敢
除了你之外的空白 还有谁能来教我爱
YOU LAI DAO ZHE GE GANG KOU,
MEI YOU YUAN YIN DE JU LIU
WO DE XIN CHENG ZHE, 
BAN BO DE QING ZHOU
XUN ZHAO SHI LUO DE SHA ZHOU
SUI SHI JIAN DE HAI LANG PIAO LIU,
WO YONG LI ZHANG KAI SHUANG SHOU
YONG BAO NA MA DUO,
QI QI LUO LUO
XIANG NIAN DE,
HAI SHI NI WANG ZHE WO DE YAN PO
WO BU SHI YI DING YAO NI HUI LAI, 
ZHI SHI DANG YOU YI GE REN KAN HAI
HUI TOU CAI FA XIAN NI BU ZAI, 
LIU XIA WO YU HUI DE PAI HUAI
WO BU SHI YI DING YAO NI HUI LAI,
ZHI SHI DANG YOU BA HUI YI FAN KAI
CHU LE NI ZHI WAI DE KONG BAI, 
HAI YOU SHEI NENG LAI JIAO WO AI
YOU HUI DAO ZHE GE JIN TOU, 
WO YE XIANG ZAI WANG QIAN ZOU
ZHI SHI YUE KAN JIAN, 
HAI KUO TIAN KONG
YUE YI HAN, MEI YOU NI FEN XIANG WO DE GAN DONG
WO BU SHI YI DING YAO NI HUI LAI,
ZHI SHI DANG YOU YI GE REN KAN HAI
HUI TOU CAI FA XIAN NI BU ZAI,
LIU XIA WO YU HUI DE PAI HUAI
WO BU SHI YI DING YAO NI HUI LAI,
ZHI SHI DANG YOU BA HUI YI FAN KAI
CHU LE NI ZHI WAI DE KONG BAI, 
HAI YOU SHEI NENG LAI JIAO WO AI
WO BU SHI YI DING YAO NI HUI LAI,
ZHI SHI DANG YOU YI GE REN KAN HAI
PI BEI DE SHEN YING BU SHI WO,
BU SHI NI XIANG KAN JIAN DE WO
WO BU SHI YI DING YAO NI HUI LAI,
ZHI SHI DANG DU ZI ZOU RU REN HAI
CHU LE NI ZHI WAI DE YI LAI,
HAI YOU SHEI NENG JIAO WO YONG GAN
CHU LE NI ZHI WAI DE KONG BAI, 
HAI YOU SHEI NENG LAI JIAO WO AI



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A Perfect Gifts~



 

*SWIVEL CELLPHONE-VALENTINE'S SPECIAL *

  
  
  


*MP3,MP4*

" zune valentine  edition"
  

"creative -ZEN"



"others"

 
  
 
 *HANDPHONES*

 

*CAMERA*

 
  
*CAMCORDER*
 

*OTHER GADJETS & GIFTS*

 
Digital keychain


Flash drive

 
Crystal heart mouse

 
Sonic alarm clock

 
Various gifts

 
I don't know what's that~.~"(swt~)


Cute jars

 
Love shaped pillows

 
Element case

 
Toilet paper~can??hahaXD

*CHOCOLATE,CHOCOLATE,CHOCOLATE*


  
  
  
  
  

*ROSES*

 
  

*TEDDY BEARS*
 
  


Hope you guys enjoy watching this post.Remember to love everyone around you~your family,friends,lover,not only in Valentine's day (who those who celebrating it) ,butlove them every single day of your live.It's indeed worth it to love someone~ Have a wonderful day everyone~xoxo ^___^




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王力宏 -愛錯(WANG LEE HOM-AI CUO)


 

北風毫不留情 把葉子吹落 脆弱的她選擇了逃脫
葉子失去消息 風才感覺寂寞 整個冬天
北風的痛沒人能說

* 我從來沒想過 我會這樣做 從來沒愛過 所以愛錯
我從哪裡起飛 從哪裡降落 多少不能原諒的錯
卻不能重來過 *

翻開回憶角落 完美的生活 以為幸福都可以掌握
仔細回味當初 那個故事背後 Oh 原來是我
犯下從沒承認的錯

Repeat *

在這少了你的世界 Oh
找不回那些感覺 其實我不想道別 那些過去

我從來沒想過 我會這樣做
從來沒愛過 所以愛錯 (從來沒有愛過那麼認真)
我從哪裡起飛 從哪裡降落
多少不能原諒的錯 卻不能重來過
我從來沒想過 我會這樣做
從來沒愛過 所以愛錯 我從哪裡起飛 從哪裡降落
多少不能原諒的錯 請你原諒我的愛錯 
 
bei feng hao bu liu qing ba ye zi chui luo
zhui luo de ta xuan ze de tao tuo
ye zi shi qu xiao xin feng cai gan jue ji mo
zheng ge dong tian bei feng de tong mei ren neng shuo
wo cong lai mei xiang guo
wo hui zhe yang zuo cong lai mei ai guo suo yi ai cuo
wo cong na li qi fei cong na li jiang luo
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo que bu neng chong lai guo
fan kai hui yi jiao luo wan mei de sheng huo
yi wei xing fu dou ke yi zhang wo
zi xi hui wei dang chu na ge gu shi bei hou ...oh yuan lai shi wo
fan xia cong mei cheng ren de cuo
wo cong lai mei xiang guo
wo hui zhe yang zuo cong lai mei ai guo suo yi ai cuo
wo cong na li qi fei cong na li jiang luo
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo que bu neng chong lai guo
zai zhe shao le ni de shi jie..Wo
zhao bu hui na xie gan jue qi shi wo bu xiang gao bie..na xie guo qu
wo cong lai mei xiang guo
wo hui zhe yang zuo cong lai mei ai guo
(cong lai mei you ai guo na mo ren zhen)
wo cong na li qi fei cong na li jiang luo (jiang luo)
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo que bu neng zhong
cong lai mei xiang guo wo hui zhe yang zuo
cong lai mei ai guo (ai guo) suo yi ai cuo (suo yi ai cuo)
cong na li qi fei (ai cuo ai cuo ai cuo baby)
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo
qing ni yuan liang wo de ai cuo....
 


The north wind shows no mercy
Raging till the leaves fall
The one who fell has chosen to run away
The leaf has lost its awareness
Then the wind feels lonely
The whole winter
The north wind's pain no one can say
I've never thought of this
I will do it this way
Never loved before
That's why I loved wrongly
From the place I fly off
From where I land on
So many unforgiveable wrongs
Really can't start over again
Flit about the corner of memories
The life that I've forgotten
Thinking that happiness can be grasped
Carefully reminisce the past
Behind that story
OH Actually I
Have never really loved wrongly under all the things I've done wrong
So many unforgiveable wrongs
Really can't start over again
In this world without you OH
Can't find back those feelings
Actually I don't wanna say goodbye to
Those past
I've never thought of this
I will do it this way
Never loved before (Never loved before so seriously)
From the place I fly off
From where I land on (land on)
  So many unforgiveable wrongs
Really can't start over again 






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Pasar Malam~!!!

~WeLcoMe tO tHe PasAr maLaM~
 
Last night I went to pasar malam,at melawati if I'm not mistaken..Not many people,I mean not so sesak la..Ok ok ba...Just walk around and see few stuffs~

What I like about pasar malam^^

 
There's many things that you can find here,not that high quality and branded stuff of course (what you expect?it's just pasar malam dow~),but there's some things that are not bad at all,at least still can be use,although some kind of "ciplak" things..Not only that,the price also very cheap~^^

 
There's QQ stuff also ma~nice what~got rm1,rm2~at shopping mall where can get this with a low price leh~
(But not really all things cheap here la,sometimes the tauke want untung also ma..huhu..~.~")

Take a look around~~hmmm....then I found this~
~Clothes~


 
~more clothes and tudung + selendang~
Then we all continue walk again,till we found an "interesting" stall (at least it is so so tempting to my niece~haiz~).So we all "had to" stopped there to buy something for her.Guess what stall is it??


Darn you are right if u answered a toys stall! She must ask for something everytime we all go out.I hope my child wouldn't be so mafan like her lor when I get one someday~huhu...

There's also many fresh stuff like fishes,vege,food~ala..common right to you guys~Whoever la yang tak pernah go pasar malam~I pity you la hor~haha...

 
Durian~durian~!!!got RM5 got RM4~mari beli!!!
The one beside the durians is cempedak~nyum nyum...=)


 
This one tepi lagi sikit from the cempedak side..So there you can see mango~(is it mangga or asam ar??huhu..I also can't differentiate..whatever la~). It does look delicious~Long time already didn't eat manggo..My late papa used to love eating manggo n asam..haiz~I miss him~
Ok,drop the emo part of the post,now let see some other stuff that I've captured~


 
Wah~~petai wor~I love petai..not the smell of course~but the taste..Oh ya!It's actually good for health~
**Petai   contains three natural sugars -sucrose, fructose and glucose.   Combined with fiber, petai gives an instant, sustained and substantial   boost of energy. Research has proved that just two servings of petai provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute wor kout. No wonder   petai is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy   isn't   the only way petai can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.There's also many other goodness of petai..(I will post it if I talk about petai only later oh~haha~)
Many vegetables are there for sale,safe to be eaten~hehe;P

 
Here comes the fish~~hehe^^ From what I saw,not all fish are still fresh de..But ok la..Not rotten yet also~
Dude~u can bargain too~!

 
That women try to negotiate the price of the goods she sell with her customer..Nice one~At place like this,you sure can see how well people bargain over some things..You need the high ability to talk well so that the owner will give up and give you buy their stuff with a low price..Hehe..Kinda fun~But I'm sure not good at it~huhu~~~

 
This is the kebab stall..I ordered 1 daging kebab with roti parata~emmmm~~~so nice~~^^
There's a lot of food stall there..No need to be worried bout getting hungry here~^______^

Jeng~Jeng~Jeng~
This thing caught my eyes~XD


 
This picture kind of blur cause I took it while walking (coz people stared at me wondering why I get so interested to take pictures of a pasar malam scene..huhu...what la~~)
Guess what they all choose over there?????
It's a cheap BRA'S ~kakaXD At first I also didn't notice it,I thought they just try to pilih baju or what..Then look closely~man!It's bras!Haha..They all busy choosing,I busy snapping~Snapping??Is there any word like this??Hahaha~who cares!!

Kind of have fun walking around here..Anyway,I guess that as much the story that I wanted to share with you all...See ya in the next post~~zhai jian~!!^__^




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