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A thousand dreams

Labels: poem | at 9:16 PM

a girl with a million dreams,

stand at the side,

crying herself out,

why now the regret,

for the mistakes made,

the dirt that couldn't be removed...

look at her,

cheap slut,

poor little thing,

her everything worthless,

a dumb who think with her lust,

crying baby who lost her trust...

put down the crown,

a girl still so useless to a man,

you gave everything with nothing in return,

you are patheticly stupid,

no use for the kindness,

they can buy your pride,

ruin your world in just one night...

go away pretty missy,

you are alone but God is with you,

the prayers He heard,

the wishes He know,

a fallen angel you may be,

you are actually worth a thousand dreams...

ஜ۩۞۩ஜ Tuhan Itu Tahu ஜ۩۞۩ஜ

Labels: poem, puisi | at 3:44 AM

aku dan diriku berlagu,

berlagu aku tanpa kata,

berlagu aku tanpa suara,

yg tertinggal hanyalah sepi,

riuh itu bosan,

mata yg membingitkan telinga,

apa bahasa itu,

asingnya di tempat asing ini,

lelah menanti,

gagal temui cinta,

gagal temui setia,

lihat yg bodoh,

silap yg terlalu besar,

tiada apa harga lagi suara kecil ini,

menghidu angin fitnah,

patutnya aku marah,

tp menangis aku,

hebat dlm debat,

tiada apa yg dpt,

genggam segala pemikiran,

pulangkan ilmu,

pandainya itu,

pulangkan,

pilihlah jln itu,

jln itu,

jln buntu,

kau hidup memang,

tp kau mati,

liarnya kau berlari,

aku berhenti,

hentinya aku bkn nadi,

sakit itu sendiri,

biarkan...

Tuhan itu tahu..

Doa,Peneman...

Labels: poem, puisi | at 6:45 AM

luasnya langit,

segala alam terpisah,

dunia ini sempit,

sempitnya menyiksa,

cahaya yang menyuluh,

bawa aku,

bawa kamu,

alam ini ada Dia,

Dia ada segalanya...

di sisi Tuhan,

malu aku tertunduk,

palingkan ego manusia,

diri yang lemah,

sesak dengan dosa,

kalimah terucap,

hati menangis,

bersalah aku pada semua...

suapkan aku kasih,

lidah ku merasa,

terangnya hati yang buta,

kerana cinta,

mudah tapi payah,

sungguh itu kenyataan,

gulungan doa peneman aku,

aku yang biasa,

aku yang manusia,

aku yang hamba...

(●∩_∩●) Be Happy (●∩_∩●)

Labels: poem | at 1:02 AM

happy would be easy

all burdens fly

even without wings

it floating

i'm dreaming

the curve of smile shown on my face

because of no one but you

here we are

at this very same place

nonsense talk everywhere

shows no mercy

i try to laugh

don't want to lose a friend

hurting bit by bit

what was wrong with this friendship?

lame old talks

still piercing the ears

don't lose your smile,no

spirit must live on

put on the poker face

ignore me

for i just want you to be happy

quit of trying

a deaf will still be deaf

mind differs

as only a man we are

go walk at the best light

for that is your guidance

don't look back

don't give up

when you know that you love me

please be as happy as you can be...

the unwanted. . .

Labels: poem | at 2:53 AM

is it the cold breeze of winter that makes me numb?

or the pain inside of my heart?

u look happy,

should i not glad with that?

i never lose hope of smiling with you,

shared moments with you,

just like we used to..

i notice the sky crying,

the sun rarely come out,

clouds can look so dull,

does it all understands my heart?

the time when everything forgets me,

i was alone,

and still alone..

God i feel so bad,

faking those smiles aren't helping,

small things can be this big,

it kills my spirit,

does it seems like fun?

so tired to think..

maybe it's love what we all lack of,

the fault judgement,

how can yesterday be so far?

we've change,

loose it for the good,

i maybe not coming back,

stopping myself from hurting you..

Perfection

Labels: poem | at 2:42 AM

walk,

head towards tomorrow,

had enough of everything,

20?enough?

too bad,

perfection are too far,

why the tears?

aren't you praying?

God listen,

He always did...

stupid act with a functional brain,

wake up,

how could you be so dumb?

perfection is ain't in anyone's life,

you try to be great,

but close to nothing,

pathetic that is,

pathetic...

not an angel you are,

look in the mirror,

you are nothing but a human,

someday you'll get old,

someday you'll die,

you did lie to your eyes,

damn u can't fool your mind~!

memories are there to be keep,

so does the friendship,

perfection never exist,

not in the life of yours,

regretting things are just mistakes,

learn,

when you just a human and a human you are indeed,

don't close your eyes,

you are not a failure,

rush for the seconds,

reach for the stars...

i HATE you 3>

Labels: poem | at 2:26 AM

i hate you,

the first thing in mind,

i smiled,

it's a friend i love,

the one i hate,

yes,

we've made it all confuse...

those days we laugh,

we care bout each other,

you did teach me,

life has you,

a perfect gift for me,

like a blooming flowers,

a bright sunny day on cold winter...

hate the way you just know me,

the lines that tickled us both,

a friend,

special?

not a penny it can give,

but a rainbow on my cloudy days,

a smile to every frown i made,

what else can you ask for?

we've come this far,

you and me,

me and you,

just look at us,

devil in a bush,

angel of the crowd,

yes it all possible indeed..

i just hate you,

the one,

you,

F.R.I.E.N.D?

haha,laugh it all out,

because you've made me cry,

love you until the end of time...

☆:´¨`:..:´¨`:.☆That Girl☆:´¨`:..:´¨`:.☆

Labels: poem | at 8:59 AM

life took me away,

to the right,

to the left,

down under and up above,

link to many dreams,

the nightmares,

once i slipped,

again and again it hit me back..

i'm a dumb,

stupid and fragile,

like a glass i am,

like rain on sunny day,

you may look and laugh,

but that just me,

a girl,

i'm just me..

i don't know how to love,

or to be loved,

liking something so easily,

regretting it later on,

wondering what have i done,

cry and apologise,

that girl i am,

the one that knows nothing to begin with..

hold it all inside,

i don't know me,

the long journey is actually just there,

ain't moving,

solitude at one side,

believing the world would be better,

once you smile,

the worries will fade,

it just not others that i'm fooling though..

fear of hurting,

mind for the things i shouldn't,

makes me dull,

it is,

to bad to be true,

loving too much,

lost i get,

that girl,

yes it's me..

in my lonely days
the distance seems obvious
the one that close seems far
someone far that i couldn't reach
to just stay beside me
console me when i'm crying
give a smile even if it's hard

to miss someone that had gone forever
do u know how it feels?
it burns your sanity
drench away your soul
it hurts to think
more hurtful to just keep it inside

in life i don't want much
simple smile means a lot
a warm hug feels like thousand lives i get
i do have wishes
bet u too

if hatred do feel like love
i don't mind receiving it
now i'm bleed
is silence can stop the flow?
or i need to turn else where?
cause being here doesn't feel like in need
i lost my words
my heart too fragile

sorry for this memory
the unwanted scene to be acted upon
broke my heart to pieces
the cure may be found
but the pain,lingers. . .

untitled. . .

Labels: poem | at 5:56 AM

heart broken,
do I need to say it out loud?
no one seems to care,
which happy face should i wear?
which smile is not fake?

the sky is crying,
so does my heart,
too look at others is just too painful,
tired of this world,
the drama that never seems to end...

fill me with strength,
i couldn't stand,
the long road gets me down,
stab me to death,
let this pain all out...

damn the evil voices!
hate me,
hate everything,
when it been pictured perfectly,
everything seems to hurt me...

go...
frustration i do deserve,
to be the one i used to be,
to make myself be me...

The Art : My Life

Labels: poem | at 9:56 PM

On my canvas,
You are yellow,
Bright and sunny,
You are the smile,
A rainbow after the rainy day...

What it means to live?
Questioned by it,
As every second I breath feels like the last,
Can you hear?
My heart beating,
The familiar rhythm,
It scares me everytime,
Just by listening...

And you are red too,
The love,
The strength,
A courage to dream big,
I'm just the sky,
Happy to look down and watch you,
But sorry...
There's always come the rain and storm,
The lightning might frightened you...

If I were to die,
Continue to paint the life of others,
I will be living in your memories,
Maybe that's just you and me,
That's what it meant to be...

010710/04:40

my wish...

Labels: poem | at 12:55 PM

is there anymore place in your heart,
the place where you put me,
the place where you can still see me achieving my dreams,
the place where you feel proud of me. . .

when you remain quiet it turn my heart cold,
wish to just heat it up with your smile,
wish i can still be "alive",
my hands are reaching for yours,
can you forgive me this time?

if only i can see your heart,
maybe i wouldn't dare to hurt it,
even when i didn't see it i can feel the pain,
at time i wish i didn't exist and give you all this shame,
the only words i know to say,
is i'm sorry. . .

the little thing that i wish to do is to make you smile,
make you feel free of any worries,
let me hug you,
let me tell you to not worry about me,
i want to tell you so much that someday i'll try make you proud. . .

just when i think of all this,
i imagine to look at your peaceful face,
God,i know u will forgive me,
love me all the way,
but what can i do for you?
do i make any good?
do i make anything better?

♪♫•¨•.¸¸❤¸¸.•¨•♫♪Moonlight Sonata♪♫•¨•.¸¸❤¸¸.•¨•♫♪

Labels: poem | at 11:47 PM

Forever come and goes,

In your promises it were told,

Somehow it felt sincere,

The words that have made me believe,

I won't be alone,

And you won't leave me...

If tonight were fairytale,

A sonata to be sing,

You know how happy I would be,

Just to think that you belong with me...

A midnight moon light,

To witness it all,

How can I not fell in love,

Of the beauty of your words,

Even if it's a lie,

Shall I not shown any smile,

As my heart is lonelier than the star up high...

I won't tell you how to love me,

For the heart and only my heart knows the answer,

Love me freely,

Not to much though,

As I'm afraid,

To let my love die in sorrow...

Tonight is indeed a fairytale,

A sonata to be sang,

If it's not worth of waiting darling,

Then leave your love elsewhere...

09062010/1:14

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Maybe..We should let go..

Labels: poem | at 11:02 AM

maybe I should just walk away,

when you first met me,

God..I shouldn't look into your eyes,

and no~~!you shouldn't love me...

things can happen,

it just got it's time,

when I don't even know why I love you,

I may said why,

heart will ask me the same thing..

walk out my baby,

eyes couldn't dry,

my body too weak to stand this,

oh I wish I know why...

the word love,has it got to do with us?

I think it fooled me,

slam me down to the heartbreaking path,

wish I can just grab ur hand,

wish I can understand...

I guess when your heart beats,

you get confused,

I love you,

my heart say I do,

but maybe we should just let it go,

you dont seems to care,

I just couldnt bear...

lost all words to say,

missing me would be just a dream,

I'm not poor,

pathetic maybe,

when you walked away,

have you forgotton me?

A thousand dreams

ஜ۩۞۩ஜ Tuhan Itu Tahu ஜ۩۞۩ஜ

Doa,Peneman...

(●∩_∩●) Be Happy (●∩_∩●)

the unwanted. . .

Perfection

i HATE you 3>

☆:´¨`:..:´¨`:.☆That Girl☆:´¨`:..:´¨`:.☆

~my pain~

untitled. . .

The Art : My Life

my wish...

♪♫•¨•.¸¸❤¸¸.•¨•♫♪Moonlight Sonata♪♫•¨•.¸¸❤¸¸.•¨•♫♪

Maybe..We should let go..

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