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heart broken,
do I need to say it out loud?
no one seems to care,
which happy face should i wear?
which smile is not fake?

the sky is crying,
so does my heart,
too look at others is just too painful,
tired of this world,
the drama that never seems to end...

fill me with strength,
i couldn't stand,
the long road gets me down,
stab me to death,
let this pain all out...

damn the evil voices!
hate me,
hate everything,
when it been pictured perfectly,
everything seems to hurt me...

go...
frustration i do deserve,
to be the one i used to be,
to make myself be me...

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L.I.F.E


Sometimes,this life is like never going to end,it gets us from one place to another,a broken heart;one after another,meeting more and more people;liking,to fall in love with.At times life seems like heaven.So perfectly pictured like a wonderful story of fairytales.Sometimes,we're too happy until we forgot to be thankful for every goodness and joy we had cherished.

Sometimes,life may make us feel like every second is the last chance for us to live.It scares us.We always pray that God going to give us more and more time on this earth.But,thinking of that,what actually do we want with ourself?What we want in this world?In this life?Remembering the life after death,even makes us,at least myself,even more scared.God says,the life after death is eternal,we are all forever young when we're in heaven,do whatever we wanted to,no such things as "haram" and "halal" anymore.We never going to grow old,never fall sick,never going to die by then.That even chills me to the bones.Thinking that I never going to know anyone by then,not even my family and friends.What ist feels like to not die and forever young?Everybody will be in the same age.Honestly,I'm scared.Everytime I think about this,I can easily brokedown.But Allah almighty knows it all better.We all just can pray.I mean,literally,even if you're coming from another religion,there's nothing wrong in believing God and life after death right?And praying,trust me,it makes you feels more calm and settled with your mind.Correct me if I'm wrong at any point of this post.Because this are just like my own point of view as I'm thinking about this so many times,furthermore when I want to off for bed.

Sometimes,I don't even know how to described life.Between life and death,the time limit might be too short.Between one breath to another,maybe God will take us away.So,what does it mean to live?Just to live and wait for our death time?To me,I guess in life,God give us the chance to make mistakes in order for us to learn from it and make good things out of ourselves.Heavens are made not just for human like us,who are so "handicap" in so  many ways,to easily take advantage on it.God is wise.After all,life is not worth of regretting and to be grieve over.It's all about finding who we really are,and to whom we belong to.Waallahualam~~

 *is this the meaning of life to you??=)*


*with this im embed this song here by Juanes called Adios Les Pido (I Pray To God)
it's one of my favourite..I just like the lyrics..Though the beat may sounds so fun and catchy,but still,this song has deep and meaningful lyrics..Hope you guys enjoy this..Till then~^^



 LYRICS
A Dios Le Pido
Que mis ojos se despierten con la luz de tu mirada yo, a Dios le pido
Que mi madre no se muera y que mi padre me recuerde, a Dios le pido
Que te quedes a mi lado y que mas nunca te me vayas mi vida, a Dios le pido
que mi alma no descanse cuando de amarte se trate mi cielo, a Dios le pido…
Por los dias que me quedan y las noches que aun no llegan, yo a Dios le pido
por los hijos de mis hijos y los hijos de tus hijos, a Dios le pido…
Que mi pueblo no derrame tanta sangre y se levante mi gente, a Dios le pido
que mi alma no descanse cuando de amarte se trate mi cielo, a Dios le pido…
Un segundo mas de vida para darte y mi corazon entero entregarte. Un segundo mas de vida para darte y a tu lado para siempre yo quedarme. un segundo mas de vida, yo a Dios le pido
Que si me muero sea de amor y si me enamoro sea de vos y que de tu voz sea este corazón todos los días a Dios le pido que si me muero sea de amor y si me enamoro sea de vos y que de tu voz sea este corazón todos los días a Dios le pido a Dios le pido.

- TRANSLATION -
I pray to God
I wish that my eyes wake up with the light of your look, I pray to God.
That my mother won't die and that my father remembers me, I pray to God.
That you'll stay by my side and that you'll never leave from my life, I pray to God.
That my soul won't rest when it comes to loving you, my dear, I pray to God.
For the days I have left and the nights that are still to come... For the children of my children and the children of your children, I pray to God
That my people won't spill so much blood and that my people will raise up, I pray to God.
That my soul won't rest... when it comes to loving you, my darling... I pray to God .
One more second of life to give you and to give you my whole heart. One more second of life to give you and to stay by your side forever. One more second of life, I I pray to God
And that if I die, I die for love. And if I fall in love, it's with you. And this heart belongs to your voice. Every day I pray to God...
And that if I die, I die for love. And if I fall in love, it's with you. And this heart belongs to your voice. Every day I pray to God...

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The Art : My Life

On my canvas,
You are yellow,
Bright and sunny,
You are the smile,
A rainbow after the rainy day...

What it means to live?
Questioned by it,
As every second I breath feels like the last,
Can you hear?
My heart beating,
The familiar rhythm,
It scares me everytime,
Just by listening...

And you are red too,
The love,
The strength,
A courage to dream big,
I'm just the sky,
Happy to look down and watch you,
But sorry...
There's always come the rain and storm,
The lightning might frightened you...

If I were to die,
Continue to paint the life of others,
I will be living in your memories,
Maybe that's just you and me,
That's what it meant to be...

010710/04:40

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my wish...

is there anymore place in your heart,
the place where you put me,
the place where you can still see me achieving my dreams,
the place where you feel proud of me. . .

when you remain quiet it turn my heart cold,
wish to just heat it up with your smile,
wish i can still be "alive",
my hands are reaching for yours,
can you forgive me this time?

if only i can see your heart,
maybe i wouldn't dare to hurt it,
even when i didn't see it i can feel the pain,
at time i wish i didn't exist and give you all this shame,
the only words i know to say,
is i'm sorry. . .

the little thing that i wish to do is to make you smile,
make you feel free of any worries,
let me hug you,
let me tell you to not worry about me,
i want to tell you so much that someday i'll try make you proud. . .

just when i think of all this,
i imagine to look at your peaceful face,
God,i know u will forgive me,
love me all the way,
but what can i do for you?
do i make any good?
do i make anything better?

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♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪Moonlight Sonata♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪


Forever come and goes,
In your promises it were told,
Somehow it felt sincere,
The words that have made me believe,
I won't be alone,
And you won't leave me...


If tonight were fairytale,
A sonata to be sing,
You know how happy I would be,
Just to think that you belong with me...


A midnight moon light,
To witness it all,
How can I not fell in love,
Of the beauty of your words,
Even if it's a lie,
Shall I not shown any smile,
As my heart is lonelier than the star up high...


I won't tell you how to love me,
For the heart and only my heart knows the answer,
Love me freely,
Not to much though,
As I'm afraid,
To let my love die in sorrow...


Tonight is indeed a fairytale,
A sonata to be sang,
If it's not worth of waiting darling,
Then leave your love elsewhere...

09062010/1:14

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Maybe..We should let go..



maybe I should just walk away,

when you first met me,

God..I shouldn't look into your eyes,

and no~~!you shouldn't love me...



things can happen,

it just got it's time,

when I don't even know why I love you,

I may said why,

heart will ask me the same thing..



walk out my baby,

eyes couldn't dry,

my body too weak to stand this,

oh I wish I know why...



the word love,has it got to do with us?

I think it fooled me,

slam me down to the heartbreaking path,

wish I can just grab ur hand,

wish I can understand...



I guess when your heart beats,

you get confused,

I love you,

my heart say I do,

but maybe we should just let it go,

you dont seems to care,

I just couldnt bear...



lost all words to say,

missing me would be just a dream,

I'm not poor,

pathetic maybe,

when you walked away,

have you forgotton me?




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Heart . Life . Me

Hey teddy,
Suddenly I'm talking to you,
Can I smile?
'Cause hugging you feels like hugging someone,
My heart feel warm,
I smiled,
I cried...



Dear heart,
How well do you know me?
I maybe leaving soon,
Would you still be alive by then?
Bring the life to others?



The song so nice,
Repeated it,
Tonight I feel safe,
The wind,
I miss everything,
Clock can be stop,
But not the time...



I'm in tomorrow,
But still feel today,
Life..
Am I missing something?



Friends in the sky,
Friends that I love,
Can you sleep with me?
Wake me up with a smile,
Wish me a good day...



When world turn cold,
The time when a simple smile warm the atmosphere,
When I still can live,
My heart shall live too...



**27052010-04:32:50**

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