the unwanted. . .

Labels: A-lin, 給我一個理由忘記 | at 10:26 PM
Labels: JJ, 她說, 林俊傑 | at 12:09 AM
in my lonely days
the distance seems obvious
the one that close seems far
someone far that i couldn't reach
to just stay beside me
console me when i'm crying
give a smile even if it's hard
to miss someone that had gone forever
do u know how it feels?
it burns your sanity
drench away your soul
it hurts to think
more hurtful to just keep it inside
in life i don't want much
simple smile means a lot
a warm hug feels like thousand lives i get
i do have wishes
bet u too
if hatred do feel like love
i don't mind receiving it
now i'm bleed
is silence can stop the flow?
or i need to turn else where?
cause being here doesn't feel like in need
i lost my words
my heart too fragile
sorry for this memory
the unwanted scene to be acted upon
broke my heart to pieces
the cure may be found
but the pain,lingers. . .
heart broken,
do I need to say it out loud?
no one seems to care,
which happy face should i wear?
which smile is not fake?
the sky is crying,
so does my heart,
too look at others is just too painful,
tired of this world,
the drama that never seems to end...
fill me with strength,
i couldn't stand,
the long road gets me down,
stab me to death,
let this pain all out...
damn the evil voices!
hate me,
hate everything,
when it been pictured perfectly,
everything seems to hurt me...
go...
frustration i do deserve,
to be the one i used to be,
to make myself be me...
Labels: life, random | at 11:13 AM
On my canvas,
You are yellow,
Bright and sunny,
You are the smile,
A rainbow after the rainy day...
What it means to live?
Questioned by it,
As every second I breath feels like the last,
Can you hear?
My heart beating,
The familiar rhythm,
It scares me everytime,
Just by listening...
And you are red too,
The love,
The strength,
A courage to dream big,
I'm just the sky,
Happy to look down and watch you,
But sorry...
There's always come the rain and storm,
The lightning might frightened you...
If I were to die,
Continue to paint the life of others,
I will be living in your memories,
Maybe that's just you and me,
That's what it meant to be...
010710/04:40
is there anymore place in your heart,
the place where you put me,
the place where you can still see me achieving my dreams,
the place where you feel proud of me. . .
when you remain quiet it turn my heart cold,
wish to just heat it up with your smile,
wish i can still be "alive",
my hands are reaching for yours,
can you forgive me this time?
if only i can see your heart,
maybe i wouldn't dare to hurt it,
even when i didn't see it i can feel the pain,
at time i wish i didn't exist and give you all this shame,
the only words i know to say,
is i'm sorry. . .
the little thing that i wish to do is to make you smile,
make you feel free of any worries,
let me hug you,
let me tell you to not worry about me,
i want to tell you so much that someday i'll try make you proud. . .
just when i think of all this,
i imagine to look at your peaceful face,
God,i know u will forgive me,
love me all the way,
but what can i do for you?
do i make any good?
do i make anything better?